white women in many ways hold privilege over men of color (especially black men), hate to break it to you but if your feminism doesn’t acknowledge this its shitty
being seen as masculine is not always beneficial for men of color and is often weaponized to justify their deaths, if your feminism doesn’t acknowledge this its also shit
technology related sensory memories from my childhood
sliding the metal cover on floppy disks
the slight resistance of inserting cassette and video tapes
ripping off the strips of holed paper off of dot matrix printer paper
rolling the wheel on a disposable camera to take another photo
The heaviness and rubber texture of the roller ball in a computer mouse, and the little ring of lint
Unkinking the curly cord of a telephone while you talked
The -peww sound and slowly fading image of a crt monitor turning off, and then running your finger through the static on the dusty glass
The crunch of opening or closing a plastic Disney vhs cover
The sound effects in kidpix
Extending and collapsing metal antennas and using them as magic wands
Manually rewinding cassette tapes by spinning them around my fingers
Playing with the rubber casing of the buttons on a Walkman–pulling them away, rotating them, slipping them from side to side on the stiff posts of the buttons
The audio and visual static at the end of a videotape
The satisfying thwap-thwap-thwap as you page through a well-filled CD sleeve book
How weird and small and light the first cordless phone felt
Feeling the warm smooth sides of our first computer monitor in the early 90s to find the knob to manually adjust the colors on the screen (talk about old school)
The electric whine and hum of the elementary school printers as they processed our print requests and spit out miles of matrix paper
The noise that a VHS tape made when it was being rewound
Flipping the cassette around in our hands until we found the right way for it to fit into the receiver so that it would be accepted and wouldn’t get stuck
The Windows 95 start screen intro noise
Every single sound effect for the kitschy screen savers that we downloaded (haunted mansion, flying toaster, baby dance, underwater, Macarena macaroni, etc)
Holding your CD player just right so it wouldn’t skip and rattle the cd inside
The ka-chunk of the VHS player spitting out the videotape, the registering noise as you pushed it back in
• any target
• churches in texas
• abandoned 7/11’s
• your bedroom at 5 am
• hospitals at midnight
• warehouses that smell like dust
• lighthouses with lights that don’t work anymore
• empty parking lots
• ponds and lakes in suburban neighborhoods
• rooftops in the early morning
• inside a dark cabinet
playgrounds at night
rest stops on highways
deep in the mountains
early in the morning wherever it’s just snowed
trails by the highway just out of earshot of traffic
schools during breaks
those little beaches right next to ferry docks
bowling alleys
unfamiliar mcdonalds on long roadtrips
your friends living room once everybody but you is asleep
laundromats at midnight
what the fuck
galeries in art museums that are empty except for you
the lighting section of home depot
stairwells
•hospital waiting rooms
•airports from midnight to 7am
• bathrooms in small concert venues
I just got the weirdest feeling I swear
I’ve experienced all of the atleast once except the 7/11 and let me tell ya, this is pretty fuckin accurate